"New Love"

"I still miss you babe, nd i don't wanna miss........."

Aerosmith really sung this song very passionately..... Really dont kno wat to write, but still, this time heart says, come on dammed write sumthing.... I'd always missed, da day I ever saw u for the fst time.... Well, missing is good thing, as it keeps the feelings alive inside.... but times r thr, whn it becums a bit painful.... can't do nything abt it, but yeah i finally learn living wid dat pain inside...

These 4:57 mins, Aerosmith jst stole from me, I really have no regrets wid him.... People say Love is essential for Life and forever, I use to wonder if Love ever exist on earth... Is really thr nything like love??? I don't know, neither I want to do ny kind of research on dat.... but yeah I do know, dat whn a new member comes in one's life (like a small tender delicate baby), a New Love is born, nd u do love it, protect it unconditionally....

Yesss, and Parents do it forever without any expectation, with an altrustic favour thr entire life.... everyone knows it very well.... (so not getting into much depth... I continue...)

So, as if soon I thot this New Love entered my life, I had given my best support nd dat unconditional favour.... I dont know what love is, as it is sumthing u feel inside if u r togther.... One the best part is, u still got all of it inside u... but real worst thing is, never got a chance to share it wid dat spl one...

I often come across people saying "give ur love but never expect nything in return...." dats absolutely rubbish.... but, still i'll not comment on dat....

For me, as an unconditional Parent, I always knew how to favour nd nurture this New Love I thought I had in my life... but like all other good-for-nothing, stubborn kids behave, me too got very little hope on em.... nyways, not painful nymore... parents dont regret thr kids...

Like a good parent, I'll do keep on nurturing nd providing dat best possible effort m having inside me, forever....

and as Aerosmith sung............

"I don't wanna close my eyes,

I don't wanna fall asleep,

Cause I'd miss you, BABES,

And I don't wanna miss a thing....."

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welll................

hmmmmm.... yeah m a professional mobile fotographer...

While on way back to my place, I just like the whole scene, actually the sun.... Bhuvan was driving too fast, nd Dimla didnt bothered at all... but nyways, both liked the pic very much...

Sun is so hot inside, but soo cool out side (oyeeee, comparatively)... but, watever... sun do motivates a lot.... and as for moon... haaaaahhhh... I cant stop staring a full moon wid a cool breeze and a few moments of loneliness (wid few thoughts inside that knucklehead)....

Sure will upload a nice moon pic someday...

Finally Back 2 full on Blogging.... YES, M COOL NOW!!!

Finally, m back on track... thank god... after so much lethargic moments and thoughts and topics and hmmmm, life... watever... finally a came up wid this new thought, why dont i write something (weird) dat jst took place in my life....
Well, some people are sooo much over over confident in themselves, I mean, even god cant help from being so miserable... They are just over confident because of there insecurities, I believe dat...

Now talking about this one incident dat just took place this evening, and god, i cant tell how much relieved I am today... life, mind, thoughts, health were so much turbulent past few days... but I must say, u got to find some place, some barf bag, or something like that, to just vomit out that frustation and that instability factor, responsible for such turbulence inside... nd if it is done on such a person, who is living so pathetically miserable over confident life because of all the insecurities of life, m telling you, its not a bad thing at all....

HOW????

First, ofcourse, m getting more stable..... and second, a small help is provided to the person mentioned above, from getting him out of that insecurity....... and this is one of the good deeds in this world... Believe me....

Now, this old dude of mine, so much over-confident of himself.... thinks, he is damn good on every front and actually, is good for nothing... no doubt, many of you (reading this) might have came across such typos... nothing new... actually this is not his fault... thing grew as years spent... the day he must have said such words, dat were responsible for making him such way, if sumbody had thrashed his a$$ off, he might had turned up into a good human... but, sadly, nthing happened dat time...
So, these people grow as time exceeds, actually there insecurities grow... people know him very well, nd even he knows everyone of us.... he thinks that (k een $all0 ne kuch bolna to hai nahi, maine jitni faink ni hai, faink lu...), because, we all are friends...
But for me enough is enough... A person is underestimating you, nd thinks as no one is speaking out, means m right and i gatta speak more now...
As I always knew (and everyone else also) that this dude is wrong... even he knows sumwhr inside dat he is wrong, but cant help now, because that insecurities has turned into a new term called confidence... Lying all da time and pretending to b a super confident genius, people normally tolerate, actually not tolerate, make fun behind his back... Only this thing is responsible and helping for making him bigger and bad...

But today, time was different, ambience was different, mood was different (mine was definitely bad), and ofcourse the topic was different.... (tu aa beta, aaj batata hu papa kon hai)... His thoughts were so impractical, so immature and definitely, if one is not repelling himself against such thoughts, and accepting them as they are being thrown away, he will be definitely labelled as a Fool... and M not one of them, accepting such f**kingly pathetic thoughts...

Finally, as a good friend, I thrashed him badly (not physically... maar jata bechara) verbally, that somewhere he must have realised, m not his piece of cake.. thats good... Actually I wanted him to realise the truth... but time was less... god help him...

True Friend is only he who tells u on ur face that u r wrong... nd people normally ends up saying, marega salla.. humme kya...

As for me, two good things happened, as I told before, I became more stable inside as u do need something whr u can utter the things inside, and secondly, that guy knows, m not listening to his nonsense any more... if he got a little mind, he must think over wat I said, this will def help him.. thats third...

One Last Thing I wanna share "If you got cool inside your head, world is at your knees"... once the head is hot, thats bad for u and a chance for the other to thrash u down....

And as my buddy says "agar tu cool rahe, to duniya ki b**d p**d sakta hai"... thanx buddy, I never knew I was such kind of person... Hey, m not getting any overconfident now...

P.S: abusive language, wrong spelling and incorrect use of vocabulary shudnt b taken seriously.... for god sake, njoy the blog....