its november 13th...

Its 3 days I celebrated my bday alone in my hostel room with a pack of lays of my fav taste and a couple of phone calls and thinking why the hell these people are congratulating me today... I mean, I know m born, but what had I contributed to these people that they are so happy on this day....

Okay, these are my fnds, relatives, my well wishers nd so nd so nd so.... but, occasionally, we all are somehow dependent on each other, thats y v r here.... but still, nobody said, "thanks for coming to this world, if u vernt here i would've been alone, i would've been nothin blah blah blah"....

U might think m some kind of depressed loser, which I am not, thinking and saying such things on my bday and expressing them in my first post of the blog...... but did u ever had any thoughts in this one, that on each bday instead of being getting elder each year and somehow getting closer to DEATH, wat else u contributed to any one in real sense....

its not m afraid of death, but y actually m here for......
and as i say "EVEN DEATH IS ONCE IN A LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE".... well this is getting -ve for most of ppl outta thr....

I am happy to be in this world, but what had I done for anybody....

I always loved this word 'I'.... it some how, i dont kno how, gives me strength when I know nobody is with me (just to share my feelings), but I is still thr to listen me, love me and to criticize me....

People say 'I' is used by egoistics.... but 'I' say that 'I' is used by people who know how to love and criticize themselves...

finally, i got something from this, as for next bday, iI v'll do celebrate it but not just being on this earth, but for all the accomplishments that I will achieve this entire year.....